I’ll Never Be Like Them!
I was working with a client recently who struggles with his relationship with money. He makes money but then ends up loosing it all.
When we examined his struggles with money, a very clear memory surfaced from when he was under 5 years old. His parents were fighting over money, using angry ugly words. The toxicity in the air shocked him to his core and in that moment, he consciously vowed that he would never act like them.
With that decision came rejection of his own anger and money.
But as he was growing up, he bumped against the reality that you need money in this material world.
His parents' argument, etched into his memory decades later, created a deep split in his psyche. He needed money to survive but he felt revolted by it due to the traumatic experiences of his childhood.
Sadly my client’s experience is not unique.
Let’s say there was a deep split between your parents. Whether they were together or not, there was a chasm between them in certain matters that they were unable to bridge.
Whose side were you expected to take as a child?
You were likely to feel torn, which creates a split in your psyche. This split can drain your energy and leave you depressed and tired.
It can then be difficult to make decisions and move forward in life.
When you heal the split, you know what you want. There’s no ambivalence and wavering, constant second-guessing and self-doubt. You don’t waste your energy on going back and forth on your decision, asking everyone else’s opinion and getting paralyzed in inaction. You just get on and do it. Life becomes way simpler. All the drama and trauma falls away.
Join my next Masterclass to experience just that. My 3-hour healing experience Who Am I? is on 26 May at 18:00-21:00 UK time. I hope to see you live.
P.S. There are still a couple of places left on my 5-week live 'I Am Enough' programme. Deep split in psyche feeds the stories of not enough-ness leaving you in a constant state of reactivity to life and any hint of criticism. Isn't it time to let go of those old stories that keep you stuck and frustrated? The programme is starting tomorrow (16 May at 6:10pm UK time) so this is your lust chance to join us live here: www.gularavincent.co.uk/i-am-enough
With all my love
Gulara